Chapter 14

He decided to talk out loud to Allie, he does it sometimes and it is
sad for him he told Allie to go to get his bike. it all started Holden
and this kid bobby fallen where going to to go to the lake and they
packed lunch and brought their BB guns, Allie
really wanted to come but Holden wouldn't let him, he really regrets
not letting him come too. he finally got ready and got into bed, he
wanted to prey but he couldn't he was atheist, he said all his siblings
were because their parents had different religions. Maurice and the prostitute came back and they wanted 5 dollars, and they had knocked on the door, he said he was psyicic and he knew who it was. he got out of bed and it was them, Holden
refused to give them the 5 dollars so Maurice snapped him, where it
hurts, and also slapped him, the prostitute knew where his wallet was
and so she got the 5 dollars, Holden was crying, finally they left.
Holden just laid there on the floor, he wanted to get dress, (he
pretended that Maurice had shot him in the gut) and have a gun, then he would walk down the stairs with blood everywhere, he would get to the elevator in the lobby
and ring for it, when the doors would open he would see the horror on Maurice's
face and put 6 bullets in his big hairy belly, then he would go back up
stairs and Jane would sew up his guts. Holden really wanted to commit
suicide, he wanted to jump out the window, but he didn't. instead he
went to bed. finally.

Response- Why didn't Holden just
give them the 5 dollars, usually he doesn't care and he just does
stuff, but he also says that when he is in the mood he will be really
stubborn. i feel really bad for him, he just wants to end life, but yet
he won't do it, i think that he knows there is still hope for him to be
happy.